Super confused about this “relationship”, need advice ASAP . PLEASE?
First let me discuss it we about my self…. im a college student… down to earth, outgoing, funny, talkative, unequivocally social.. etc…
hopefully you’ll still review as great as assistance me out even if a super long, contemptible about which by a approach !
SO.
the initial division of college, tumble 09 in my english category there was a man name Jovanny. it wasnt when a finish of a division we proposed talking. uncanny which we talked for a FIRST time in a finish of a semester, anyways, it was great removing to know him. it was unequivocally something i didnt design from him, i theory we unequivocally cant decider a book by a cover. great given a initial day we hung out, there weren’t any alternative days which we wouldn’t see eachother, he was with me upon brand new years night before during my residence with my fam as great as soo on…BUT FYI WE ARENT OFFICIALY TOGETHER…we talked constantly, texted/call, saw eachother during your convenience we could, we took advantages when a week end came..we found ourselves fondness eachother ALOT. i found myself meditative about him 24/7 as great as when i did a grin appeared in my face, i re-read a textmessages he’ve sent me, they were so lovable && sweet..i regularly got butterflyes when i see him as great as when were upon foot to eachother, i regularly remebered what we’ve finished together as great as i regularly got so vehement for a subsequent time were starting to be together……well a bad thing is which for a little REASON i cant be myself as in (outgoing, down to earth, talkative..etc) how i unequivocally am in ubiquitous !! it irritates sooo much, it kills me. as great as i know it bothers him as well given DUH who wants to be with someone who cant conversate && chooose a place to go to upon a date !! i knowww…..
yes he’ve asked me so most times, “why can’t we speak to me?” as great as approbation i’ve answered him with a stupidess answer ” i dont know ” as great as i meant it, i dont know !! i literally attempted to be myself ! i wish to given isnt it great when we can usually be yourself, action reticent , fun around as great as he’ll still find it cute….
well currently was a initial time we got kind of worried of eachother….
after a category we met in this office building so we can hangout together. given it was a pleasing balmy day we motionless to go to jamba extract for smoothies afterwards we went to this great play ground during a mountains…we’ve walked as great as goofed around, i adore his company. whilst we were upon foot in a route he incidentally asked, ” so discuss it me something ” as great as my reticent self pronounced i dont know… i could discuss it he got frustrated, && i assimilate him ideally !! i would as well !! he afterwards proposed asking me given cant i speak to him similar to he could to me….. as great as approbation he’s approach conflicting afterwards i am. he’s unequivocally open, as great as effusive && down to earth as great as i adore which given im similar to which as well though usually not around him!!! i regularly review myself with how i am with him as great as when im with alternative friends as great as i usually cant figure it out !! i dont know if a the great thing or a bad thing…i regularly ask myself given am i similar to which with him if thats not how i unequivocally am in ubiquitous !
and afterwards after he asked me which , he proposed comparing himself with me … he proposed observant a disastrous things i do as great as how a the conflicting with what he does… it worried me conference that, it undone as great as raw me given a true…and i didnt similar to which during all …. he went upon as great as upon as great as afterwards there was a paused… he asked if i was dissapoint as great as i answered yeah… afterwards i jjust got up as great as pronounced lets get starting … so we left, upon foot behind where we came from.. it was quiet, a usually receptive to advice was inlet which surrouned us… i didnt know what to contend as usual, i usually longed for to relapse as great as cry though i sucked it in until i got to my automobile as great as gathering home.. he was comforting me by land my palm , putting his arm around me/my waiste, kissing me impertinence as great as revelation me which he still unequivocally likes me as great as he knows which i unequivocally similar to him… i favourite which though i usually couldn’t stop being so dissapointed in myself…and it worried how he went upon as great as upon about a negativites which i do… i get it ok , we donthave to keep rubbing off it in !!
well when we were already exiting a play ground we had to go conflicting ways right divided given we parked conflicting directions given there werent sufficient parking spots i had to go over up… we came to a stop as great as i gave him a hugged as great as went upon myself.. i longed for to demeanour behind soooo bad usually to see him a single final time though tears proposed descending already as great as i knew he was seeking back, i had a feeling so i didnt bother..when i was pushing home i was upon a main road as great as i recieved a content from him observant ” ok i see how it is now.. we dont have to worry to discuss it me zero anymore…” i didnt content him right away, i pennyless down & cried when i review it… i texted him behind similar to 2 hours after asking him what he meant with which though he didnt reply… as great as i still havent gotten a response. i dont know whats starting upon with us right now, though im so unhappy && confused… i dont know given im this way… i know i have a error for what happen… may be girls usually have tough time expressing themselves given were reallly supportive afterwards guys are..